I Hate My Life

Sigh… each weekend seems to be worse than the previous. Since adding the extra hour at night and an extra manual fill during the day, I’ve been feeling less tired. Add a small cup of coffee in the afternoon, I have not been falling asleep on the drive home from work. I also attended a potluck with my church cell group and was telling everyone that I felt better.

So on Saturday night, I started connecting the cycler as usual. However, after priming, I noticed that the patient line was still full of air. I re-primed the cycler and the same thing happened. Finally, after putting the tubing on the floor for a gravity assist, the air was purged from the line. That should have been a red flag but I didn’t want to throw out 15 liters of new solution and start over.

As expected, all the drains/fills took forever with slow flow warning alarms going off ever few minutes. I think I started a bit late but was still on first drain after three hours. Finally, after the second drain, I let the cycler do a half fill then turned it off. I carried that partial fill until about 10am, drained it and did another manual fill of about 1800 mL, then drained that at 4pm this afternoon. I was hoping this was enough to compensate for the incomplete overnight cycles.

Having not eaten anything all day, I tried taking a bowl of chicken noodle soup. I was about 90% done when everything came back up. Luckily I made it to a toilet in time since more fluid came out than the soup. It felt alike all the water I drank today came up as well. Ugh.

Now it’s about 7pm and I need to start connecting again. I’m hoping I can try some more soup after connecting. Despite what I posted earlier, this is no way to live. I’m worried about going to work if I’m going to vomit up 12 hours of food/drink randomly. Here’s hoping the cycler works tonight since I don’t want to go through today’s fun again.

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