Permission To Drive

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During today’s clinic appointment, I met with one of the transplant surgeons. He actually met with my sister for the pre-op and post-op consultations, and was present in the OR during her surgery. I asked him when I could resume driving, since I am basically trapped at home if I cannot drive. He asked if I was taking any pain medications. I was prescribed oxycodone at discharge, but I have not taken any yet. The incision pain has been very manageable; I have not even taken Tylenol for any post-surgery pain. He then told me to hold out my arms and asked if I experienced any shaking or tremors. I think it is one of the side effects of tacrolimus. Finally, he asked if I could apply pressure to the brake pedal without any pain. I joked that my Tesla could drive itself, but with TACC (traffic aware cruise control), the car does a pretty good job braking and accelerating with traffic. I just need to watch out for traffic lights and stop signs.

Anyway, he said it was okay for me to drive so for the next clinic appointment this Friday, I am going to drive my car instead of asking my dad for a ride. This is a huge step for me. I remember one of the anxiety factors during heart surgery recovery was being unable to drive for 6-8 weeks. I believe I received approve to drive after about six weeks but it was an excruciatingly long wait. For me, being able to drive again is the first step towards a return to normalcy.

High Blood Sugar

A kidney transplant is supposed to fix a whole host of sins. Most of my lab results are much better, but there are still a few problem areas: potassium, blood pressure, and blood sugar/glucose.

Here is a chart from Apple Health of my blood sugar readings downloaded from my Accu-Chek meter. It covers about a month of data. You can easily see when the transplant surgery occurred and I started taking the anti-rejection medications. Prior to surgery, I was measuring blood sugar once a day before breakfast so it’s probably the lowest reading of the day. Even taking that into account, the number are definitely higher post-surgery.

The issue is even with an insulin shot before each meal, the numbers are still pretty high. My endocrinologist doesn’t like the numbers being over 200, which appears to be all the time except in the mornings. She want me to do another injection that has all-day insulin. The HumaLOG I’m taking now is very quick acting but doesn’t last that long. Two insulin injection pens… great.

This either means my blood sugar was high while on dialysis but was getting dialyzed out, plus my old kidneys were not filtering out any natural insulin, hence the low numbers. Or my blood sugar was normal but now the anti-rejection mediations are spiking the sugar levels plus new kidney is getting rid of natural insulin, so I need more. Hopefully it’s the second and the eventual lower anti-rejection medication dosages will fix the problem.

Blood pressure is hight too but I haven’t been able to figure out any patterns yet.

Medical Issues 2/11/2021

I just realized that I haven’t updated this thread in about three months. A lot has changed so here we go:

  • ESRD: it’s been so long that I something thought I’d never be able to say this… kidney transplant appears to be successful; it’s only been two weeks so UCLA is still closely monitoring the new kidney
  • Dialysis access: still there but have not been used for two weeks
  • Cardiac rehab: moot at this point
  • Peripheral neuropathy: this hasn’t changed since it has nothing to do with ESRD; with higher blood sugar due to steroid medication, hopefully it does not get worse
  • Back pain and pressure in chest: same if not a bit worse since I can’t use my abdominal muscles as much during recovery
  • Minimal urine production: huge change; I’m now peeing every 60-90 minutes
  • Insomnia: got better right after transplant but hard to sleep again; maybe when I get home and back to my own bed it will be better
  • Dental issues: ok for now but latest cleaning postponed until after transplant; some sensitivity but not sure if that is normal
  • Endocrinologist: keeps wanting to prescribe new meds and insulin for me, even while I have an entire team of doctors monitoring my blood sugar at UCLA; all the meds are super expensive too… no generics
  • Lump in left leg: seems to be improving as in the lump appears smaller; maybe fluids are draining better with new kidney?
  • Constipation: only for a few days after surgery; seems ok now
  • Ophthalmologist: waiting for next appointment; probably need to see optometrist for new glasses soon
  • Surgery recovery: is going okay; the incision still hurts sometimes and sore other times; there is a stent between the new kidney and the bladder that needs to be removed in two weeks; they said it’s a 5-10 minute procedure; I don’t know… sounds painful
  • COVID-19: have avoided getting infected so far, mainly by staying home all the time except for dialysis and getting take-out food; UCLA got me first Moderna shot right before transplant so I’m scheduled for 2nd shot in two weeks; hope that will help keep my immunosuppressed butt safe
  • Sore leg: ha ha, still hurts when I walk; totally self inflected wound; much better this week though so should be all good soon

The list is still long but much shorter and manageable with the first item, ESRD, resolved. Once I get my second vaccine shot, and more people are inoculated, life may become more “normal” for me, as in being able to travel and meet up with people again. It’s been over four years since I’ve been on an airplane or stayed overnight anywhere outside my house.

Post-Transplant Clinic 2/8/2021

Third clinic post-transplant and they cut my anti-rejection medication again.

MedicationDischarge2/1/20212/4/20212/8/2021
mycophenolate4 x 250 mg4 x 250 mg4 x 250 mg3 x 250 mg
prediSONE6 x 5 mg4 x 5 mg4 x 5 mg2 x 5 mg
tacrolimus4 x 1 mg4 x 1 mg2 x 1 mg2 x 1 mg

They were also thinking of stopping the tacrolimus today but the test results were not yet available during the appointment. Either they have not looked at it again, or decided to keep the prescription until next time. The result was 4.7, whatever that means.

Other notable lab test results:

  • Creatinine = 1.27 (reference range: 0.60 – 1.30)
  • Non-African American eGFR = 65
  • Phosphorus = 1.7 (referemce range: 2.3 – 4.4)
  • Potassium = 5.4 (reference range: 3.6 – 5.3)
  • Sodium = 136 (reference range: 135 – 146)
  • Glucose = 164 (reference range: 65-99)

All the red blood cell and hemoglobin results are low too, but improving. Maybe it takes longer for the new kidney to produce hormones than to filter blood and remove excess fluids. It felt like the nurse practitioner and attending nephrologist thinks that I’m making progress.

My sister wanted me to ask about the kidney cyst that was found in the donated kidney. That smudge on the CT scan delayed the transplant by over three years. It grew from about 8 mm to 10 mm in size. The nurse said that unless it’s complex and over 6 cm(!), they usually don’t remove it. They will do an ultrasound every year to keep track of it and see if it becomes cancerous. If spherical, then it would be slightly smaller than a tennis ball. I’m guessing that it’s probably long and skinny, and follows the natural pathways inside the kidney. Still, that’s pretty large.

Insomnia Again

Not sure why but suddenly I’m having problems sleeping again. I was sleeping better for a few days after surgery, even though I had to get up often to pee. But now, I’ve been getting up at around 2:00 AM again. I’ve been trying to get to bed earlier, around 10:00 PM to 11:00 PM, but still getting up in a few hours. Last night, I went to bed a bit after 11:00 PM but got up at 1:30 AM, and haven’t been able to fall back asleep. I’m not cold anymore, thanks to my heated blanket. I needed to get up early to go to clinic so I just stayed up listening to music. I finally signed up for Spotify Premium. Let see if it’s worth the subscription.

I hope the insomnia is not affecting my high blood pressure.

Alone

Kind of.

My parents need to go back to Orange County tomorrow to get their second COVID-19 vaccine shot. I also have labs and clinic appointment with the post-transplant care team tomorrow. My dad will drop me off in the morning, but they will be on the road when I’m done. The walk from the transplant center office to the apartment is only 10 minutes, but since I tripped last week, my parents think I can’t walk without falling. I didn’t trip walking; I was framing a photo and tripped on some rope… really not applicable to a short walk in Westwood Village.

Sigh…

Apple Fitness Award

I think I posted before about the three circles in Apple Fitness. The red ring is for calories from moving, minutes of exercise, and how many hours where you stood up. The standing goal is 12 out of 24 hours. I just got a “Perfect Week” award for hitting the 12x goal everyday this week. It’s really not that hard when you have to get up and pee every hour.

Home Nurse Visit 2/5/2021

A different nurse from the same company showed up today at 5;00 pm. The prior visit was just intake and to fill out forms. This visit was also only 15 minutes. He took my vitals, listened to my heart and lungs, and took a peek at my incision. He actually asked me if I had an incision. What?! How did the surgeons transplant a kidney without cutting? Weird. I also told him about my wild blood pressure swings, with the high being 210/110. “Dangerous” was his comment.

That’s all. He said he would be back Monday. His role is supposed to check in on me post-surgery. I told him that I’m seeing the care team at UCLA Monday morning, but he said he was coming that afternoon anyway..

Creatinine Levels

Oh so close!

Lab results from today was 1.4 for creatinine. This is a leading indicator of how well your kidneys are working. Normal range for men is 0.7 to 1.3. While on dialysis, my results were from 7 to 9; when peritoneal dialysis failed, creatinine levels shot up to close to 20.

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Post-transplant creatinine trend:

DateCreatinine
1/11/202110.49
1/28/20216.74
1/28/20215.99
1/28/20215.35
1/29/20213.64
1/29/20213.47
1/30/20212.81
2/1/20212.2
2/4/20211.4

I think the next set of labs will likely have creatinine inside the normal range.

Long UCLA Tour 2/2/2021

The home nurse company called yesterday to say that they were coming again at 4:00 pm today so I went for a walk around 1;30 pm. My dad was out all morning and was taking a nap so I went by myself. This time, I decided to go to the middle of campus and take a few photos. I have lots of photos of old buildings from before, but nothing from this century. I ended up walking about 2.2 miles and taking a hour to do so.

The campus is a mix of new and old. Some of the buildings like Royce Hall and Powell Library have been there for 100 years, while other are brand spanking new. I was an electrical engineering major so spent a lot of time in South Campus, especially Boelter Hall.

There is a depressing Math Science Library on the eight floor that I avoided at all costs. I studied mostly in my room. Hanging out in libraries was actually distracting for me since I needed some music playing, and these were the days of the Sony Walkman and cassette mix tapes. Here are the iconic UCLA buildings: Royce Hall and Powell Library.

Here is the UCLA mascot: Bruin Bear.

Finally, the engineering school is named after Henry Samueli. He was a professor at UCLA and was my instructor for EE113: Digital Signal Processing. I probably got a B in the class; I got a lot of B’s in engineering classes. He later founded Broadcom Corporation with Henry Nicholas, and donated $35M to get his name on the engineering school. The offices are in a nice new building called Engineering VI (used to be housed in Engineering IV). Classes are still in the very old Boelter Hall though.

I did get a bit winded since the initial part of the walk was all uphill. I remember walking this route daily for years while I was a student. Since the campus was closed, it was pretty deserted. Usually this would be the beginning of Winter Quarter and a busy time on campus.

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The worst part today was that I tripped over some “Keep Off Grass” ropes outside Royce Hall. I was trying to frame the photo nicely, and didn’t see/feel the rope. Bang! I tripped and fell on my right knee. There’s no cut or major bruising yet, but it hurt a lot walking the mile back to the apartment. I blame peripheral neuropathy..

Long Walk 2/1/2021

I decided to go for a long walk just now in Westwood. My dad was taking a nap so I gave him the slip. I walked from the Glendon Apartments down to the apartment where I lived during senior year at UCLA back in 1989-1990. It was about 1.77 miles round trip, and I averaged about 25’48” pace. It was tiring since there was a small hill on the way back, but it felt good to walk.

Here is the summary from Apple Watch. There were a few stops due to stoplights, crosswalks, and photo taking. The actual walking pace was probably a couple minutes faster. I walked the entire way with a mask on. It was okay but I would have preferred to not wear a mask while walking outside. Maybe when I get back home.

Some photos:

Apartment building where I lived during senior year at UCLA back in 1989-1990. The rent for a two bedroom apartment was $1400.
There were a lot of homeless tents in the park across the street. There used be zero tents. I’m not sure if this has been happening for a few years or mainly from the COVID-19 pandemic.

I did walk up Westwood Blvd. on the way back. It was pretty sad. About 50% of the storefronts were empty or boarded-up. Back 30 years ago, it was super crowded all the time. Even in high school, a few friends and I would drive up here from Torrance just to cruise around and eat ice cream at Swensons. I’m pretty sure that, and most of the stores from back then, are long gone.

Home Nurse Visit

A post-hospitalization home nurse came by earlier today. I didn’t know how to open the lobby door with an intercom so I had to go downstairs to find her. Of course it’s a Filipino lady. Anyway, she was here for only 15 minutes. Basically looked at my discharge information, copied down medication list and history, and took photos of all my past scars from various surgeries. I think she was expecting a ton of questions or that I would need physical therapy? I’ve been walking a lot already and recovery is light years better than heart surgery.

She did give me one tip. The pain from urinating after a foley catheter was removed will be a lot better if I drink cranberry juice. The burn is already a lot less but I’ll get some anyway. The coordinator from UCLA said that he only expects no more than two visits since I was recovering well. The nurse said today that she won’t need to come back unless I need them to. After surgery, I think there were a total of six visits from home nurses but I was a lot worse off.

Orange County Vaccination Update

I heard on the news that Disneyland is going to be used as a vaccination site. Also, the vaccination criteria has been updated to include medical workers and people aged 65+. There is a detailed list at this website. We’re still in Phase iA.

Phase 1A
Healthcare workers
Individual 65 and over
Emergency services
Phase 1B/Tier 1
Food and agriculture
Education and childcare
Phase 1B/Tier 2
Individuals 65-74 years of age
Incarcerated
Homeless
Essential business employees
Phase 1C/Tier 1
Individuals 50-64 years of age
16-49 years and have underlying health conditions
Utility and government workers
Phase 2 (?)
Everybody else

I’m sure it’s a difficult task trying to coordinate the vaccination of millions of people who all want to go first. I think medical workers should go first, including nursing home patients. Then going by age tranches makes sense since the mortality rate correlates with age. This is data from Orange County:

Makes sense, no? However, there are studies that show the mortality rate for dialysis patients who are infected with COVID-19 are as high at 20%, though that number seems to be dropping over time. It would be interesting to see more detailed analysis on those death cases by age. If the distribution is similar, then the current vaccination plan is probably fine. If the high death rate is more correlated to dialysis, then they should probably move the entire group up in priority. Since I’m in the 50-64 group, I’m in Tier 1C either way.

Also, why the strange naming convention? Why have so many Phase 1 subdivisions? It it to make it look like everyone is priority #1? Why not just go down the groups sequentially, as in Group 1, 2, 3, etc?

COVID @Work 1/14/2021

I was about to comment that the case count at my work has been pretty steady this week at 435 cumulative cases. Then I get the update from yesterday and it jumped to 447. Maybe HR wasn’t tallying the cases from this week until yesterday. Anyway, I was hoping that we were past the holiday spike but that’s probably wishful thinking.

This is the hospitalization graph for Los Angeles County. It appears that the growth in hospitalizations have slowed or stopped. It’s either good news that the worst (this time) is behind us, or bad news that the hospitals are maxed out and sick people are being turned away, hence no change in number of patients.

Still no word from UCLA…

Abnormal EKG

The last thing I was worried about was my heart and the EKG UCLA ordered. I’ve done several EKGs, echocardiograms, ultrasounds, CT scans, you name it. After the ablation and fluid removal for pleural effusion, I didn’t think there would be a problem, especially since I met with UCLA’s cardiologist and he reviewed both my echocardiograms. Anyway, the results came in for the EKG on Monday and there were a lot of notations:

  • Sinus bradycardia
  • Left atrial abnormality
  • Left ventricular hypertrophy
  • Abnormal electrocardiogram

My heartbeat was at 57 bpm, which technically is bradycardia since it’s <60. I think that’s okay though, and my Apple Watch says my 7-day resting heart rate is 63.

For the next two items, I thought they were addressed in my heart stress test and echocardiogram results. I dug up the notes from my cardiologist on the last echo and within a long list of findings, it said:

  • Moderate asymmetric left ventricular hypertrophy
  • Severely dilated left atrium

So, did UCLA’s cardiologist, who wanted two echocardiograms done, review my results? They said he gave his clearance for transplant. Maybe these findings are another “no big deal.”

I wish someone would call me to let me know what is happening. If I need more tests, or the transplant needs to be delayed, so be it. But it’s agonizing watching all these tests results trickle in with out-of-range or non-normal readings and wondering if that’s the one which blows up the schedule.

Valley Fever?

Well, I didn’t get a call from UCLA today. It’s weird that they didn’t call me after dropping the bomb on me Monday afternoon. I did call my coordinator back but she didn’t answer her phone. Since her message did say that her assistant would call with the appointment time, I waited until today. At around noon, I called the assistant and had to leave a voicemail again. I don’t think anyone at the transplant center has answered my calls. It always goes to voicemail and then they call me back the next day. It’s about 12:10 am on Thursday and no one called me today either. A secure message through their portal was also not answered.

The planned surgery date is now <2 weeks away. I assume they want a more definite answer on the presence (or not) of Valley Fever since it could get a lot worse post surgery. I really doubt there is time for a proper diagnosis and treatment before the surgery date. That means moving it out into the future, with COVID-19 still a big unknown, and my sister needing more tests.

Lab Result Issues

I’m more of a pessimist than optimist so I’m always worried about unknown stuff happening. Likewise for investments, I’m pretty risk adverse so I get worried when I buy stock. Anyway, only one day after the post-op meetings, there is a problem already. One of the blood tests that detects coccidioidal IgM antibody came back high. That indicates a possible Valley Fever infection. Symptoms include: fever, cough, tiredness, shortness of breath, headache, chills, night sweats, joint aches and muscle soreness, red spotty rash. That’s worrisome since I’ve been waking up at night in a cold sweat and I’m always tired. I just thought that was part of kidney failure and being anemic. However, I do have a rash on my lower back that’s showed up a few weeks ago. Again, I thought it was something else since the itch could be caused by high phosphorus levels.

Arg. Now I’m waiting for a call from the transplant center. They are scheduling me to see an infectious disease specialist, probably up at UCLA again. I read that in most cases Valley Fever will go away by itself. However, if I do have it, we need it gone by the time of surgery since the immunosupressive drugs will just make it a lot worse. I’m super worried that this will delay the transplant beyond my sister’s birthday and then there’s no telling how long the delay will be.

Sigh… why is everything so difficult?

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It turns out I also test positive for Epstein-Barr IgG and CMV IgG antibodies. However, it looks like 85% of adults also test positive so likely no big deal.

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I saw this NIH study that says if you test positive for Cocci IgM but negative for Cocci IgG, there’s an 82% chance that you’re not infected. That’s a pretty high false-positive percentage.

The clinical observation has been made that there might be an unacceptable number of false-positive enzyme immunoassay (EIA) test results for IgM among persons suspected of having coccidioidomycosis. Patients with a positive result for IgM by EIA are thought to have a diagnosis of acute coccidioidomycosis. However, this study found that 82% of patients with an IgM-positive and IgG-negative EIA result did not have coccidioidomycosis.

Asian Females

There is a new chart available on https://occovid.com/vaccinated that show vaccination data in Orange County.

If you look by ethnicity, Asians seem to be overrepresented. There is also a chart by gender and it’s skewed towards females at ~8:5 ratio. The simple explanation is Filipino nurses. If you look at just my dialysis center staff, I would guess more than half are Filipino females.

Just had to post that before going to dialysis. Seven more sessions to go…

LA County COVID-19 Status

I woke up several times overnight covered in sweat. I am still getting chills, mostly when lying down in bed. I would feel cold so I would use the electric blanket and comforter, but then it would get hot… but I still feel cold. Anyway, I got up at around 6:00 am so I turned on the news. Bad move.

It seems that COVID-19 is getting worse in California, and especially in LA County. I thought I heard it’s leading the nation in number of cases. What the hell? Again, what are these people doing that they’re getting so many infections? The donor coordinator said LA County Health Department shut down all operating rooms overnight last March and it could happen again. Not only will that make my sister need more tests, it will probably push the transplant surgery further out. What I’m hoping for is that they need to keep some transplant surgery capacity open for cadaver donor transplants, which can’t wait. If they need to have an isolated resources available anyway, they may keep the living donor surgeries going to be more efficient.

http://dashboard.publichealth.lacounty.gov/covid19_surveillance_dashboard/

I does look like the curve is easing up at the end of the graph. However, much like looking at a stock price chart and predicting the future, we don’t know if it will pick up in a few days/weeks, or if we’re on the decline. Next two weeks will be nerve-wracking for sure.

Walking 1/9/2021

Pre-op instructions said to take a brisk walk everyday so I went outside to walk again, this time to the park across the street. I initially had my mask in my pocket, but there were a lot of people out so I put it on after ~5 minutes. I ended up walking 1.1 miles at a pace of 23’31”. Not sure if that’s brisk enough but better than nothing.

I was surprised by the number of people in the park. There was probably ~40 people total, with one group having about 20 people. They were congregated around a few picnic tables, and no on had a mask on. Maybe they all live together (I doubt it). It seems crazy that with every hospital slammed by COVID, people are still gathering in large groups with no precautions. There were also many smaller groups without masks, as well as a bunch of kids on the playground set.